Wednesday, 21 June 2017

Sings for itself

M I D - W E E K    B L U E S 

I've shared this song on here before, months & months ago.
The most painfully honest and unapologetic words I've heard.

Teaching yourself to not give a shit has consequences my friends.
I find it extremely difficult to put how i feel into words, something i feel like i used to be good at or at least less incompetent than i am now. I mean, yes I've learnt to hold back things that aren't worth the fight or I've learnt to be less petty (note: Less petty, I'm human so i can't get rid of it) but now when i need to articulate any kind of melancholic emotion i struggle so much and other people suffer the consequences too. I become a walking contradiction most of the time because I'm afraid to be as brutally honest & unapologetic as Banks is in this song.

Monday, 12 June 2017


R I G H T    N O W

Right now, certain things (actually just this one thing) in my personal life isn't going swimmingly well, I was finally able to pry myself out of bed for something a little more productive today.

  I got an internship @ Ash Be Nimble, a local startup fitness wear line! YAY

The interview didn't start great but once we progressed, it was great to hear everything i wanted to hear from the founder/my boss herself. She had to bring 1 1/2 year old daughter along but it only worked in my favor cause she loved me hahah. I had a couple issues with several internships i applied for this Summer but it all worked out in the end, I hope. I start this Thursday and I'm very excited to get busy again or in other words, excited to keep my mind occupied and distracted.