Wednesday, 21 June 2017

Sings for itself


M I D - W E E K    B L U E S 
_______________________



I've shared this song on here before, months & months ago.
The most painfully honest and unapologetic words I've heard.

Teaching yourself to not give a shit has consequences my friends.
I find it extremely difficult to put how i feel into words, something i feel like i used to be good at or at least less incompetent than i am now. I mean, yes I've learnt to hold back things that aren't worth the fight or I've learnt to be less petty (note: Less petty, I'm human so i can't get rid of it) but now when i need to articulate any kind of melancholic emotion i struggle so much and other people suffer the consequences too. I become a walking contradiction most of the time because I'm afraid to be as brutally honest & unapologetic as Banks is in this song.

Monday, 12 June 2017

Currently

R I G H T    N O W

Right now, certain things (actually just this one thing) in my personal life isn't going swimmingly well, I was finally able to pry myself out of bed for something a little more productive today.

  I got an internship @ Ash Be Nimble, a local startup fitness wear line! YAY

The interview didn't start great but once we progressed, it was great to hear everything i wanted to hear from the founder/my boss herself. She had to bring 1 1/2 year old daughter along but it only worked in my favor cause she loved me hahah. I had a couple issues with several internships i applied for this Summer but it all worked out in the end, I hope. I start this Thursday and I'm very excited to get busy again or in other words, excited to keep my mind occupied and distracted.


Monday, 22 May 2017

Writing

My Summer break just began. 
I feel a little selfish for not rejoicing as much as I should be. 
Summer also means i have to face certain things that I have been putting off 
since i've been in Semenyih.
But I'm ready to get out of this rut that I've been in for months. 
I miss a lot of things about me, writing on this blog is definitely one of them.
I've said countless timeless before,

I write to liberate. I write to express. I write to share. 
I write to be creative. I write to write.

Till then xx

Wednesday, 1 March 2017

Legally blegh

将来
// future (usually near); prospects //

I'm not gonna apologize for the little hiatus since my last post because there's no words to express the limbo of thoughts that I've been a captive of. 
I was really looking forward to write up for my 21st birthday but when the time came, I felt a little less hopeful and that came with no real inspiration or passion to write. I almost always ever write only when i feel like it; I never liked this being an action forced upon me following any sort of deadline even thought i used to write at least once a week. 

Wednesday, 1 February 2017

Change of pace


My first week on break has been really chill. My sister was on break from work and i spent most days lazing around with my siblings or playing card games with them. But finally on Monday, I made plans so there was some what of a change of pace. 

Thursday, 12 January 2017

January

Asel, the girl i had the pleasure of getting close to this semester.
M A J O R   P R O C R A S T I N A T I O N

If you can't already guess...yes i'm in the midst of my first semester final examinations for my 2nd
year of degree. And if you can't already tell...no it did not start out so good. 

Tuesday, 3 January 2017

LDR again.

Lemme just start by saying i hate LDR.
I had my peace with it and admit that it's not that bad 
but once i got reminded of what it's like to spend actual time together,
i hated the distance between us. 

Only cute picture of us while he was here during NYE